I Confess the Same Things Over and Over
What most prevents us from a deeper conversion is a lack of awareness, a lack of reflection upon our lives.
We don’t learn by experience. Rather we learn by reflecting on our experiences.
Every day take a few minutes to do a brief examination of conscience.
It only takes a couple of minutes. It can be done at the end of the day or the beginning of the next day.
Try this:
Look back over the last 24 hours on your thoughts, words and actions. Identify where you did what was wrong or failed to do what was right.
Then ask – why did I do that? What were the feelings or disordered desires that prompted you to fall?
When you can identify those, you are getting to the roots of the problem.
Finish by making a concrete game plan to act differently.
You could incorporate this into your daily resolution from meditation.